Weight - 191.8. Ugh.
275x15. No excuse for the failure. Body felt good, mind felt good. Just didn't get it done. Finished with calves, abs, swings, neck.
Trying my best to just flush it. I have to remember that it is no more an indictment of anything than I simply failed on a lift. But I can't help but feel like it's just a further incrimination of myself as a failure in, well, everything. I know the answer - pick yourself up and work toward success - but I can't help feeling like I don't have time for it. But alas, there is no other choice. Moving forward.
For the next few weeks, while I don't have it totally mapped out, the plan is 4 lifting days with an upper/lower split. It will finish the accumulation phase of training, moving into a transmutation block. While I feel like I have a decent grasp on the concepts of block training, we will see if I am actually able to make it work. I feel like, especially lately, the training has been so sporadic that it probably won't work the way it is supposed to. I also haven't managed to put on the weight I was hoping, which only adds more fuel to the failure fire.
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