10/17

Shit show. Not even worth writing about. I thought that I was ready to give it a go, but I wasn't ready. It's hard to tell if it was entirely psychological (that was at least half of it) or physiological (I know I wasn't at full strength, but not sure if I was in the right place to do it or not). What's frustrating is I feel like I was ready to do it last Friday, but again, a confluence of factors in life got in the way. Combine that with the stress of the next 4 days, and I think the accumulation of it all made for just too much to overcome right now. I feel like some good restorative work over the next few days, combined with good sleep should put me ready to go Monday. If not then, it's not going to happen anytime soon I'm afraid.